2021.10.19 17:41 Blaze-studios My quick sketch of spy’s Big Earner knife for celebration of soundsmith’s new Mann’a guide
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2021.10.19 17:41 sadpeanutt My boyfriend [M28] is my [F23] home, but I’m not sure I can handle his depression any longer. I feel like a terrible person.
Tl;dr at the bottom.
Where to even start from… We have been together for nearly five years and he is my best friend, as well as the one person I love the most in this world. But our relationship has been overshadowed by his depressive ‘episodes’ for the past year or so and I’m not sure how much more I can take, for it’s getting worse and worse and he’s refusing to get help. He barely leaves the house anymore, doesn’t want to do anything together (except for watch tv or play videogames, but even during the games he’s on his phone when it’s my turn to play instead of watching how I’m doing) and every single task is like the end of the world to him. Even choosing what to have for lunch or dinner is something that he refuses to deal with, even if I’d offer to be the one to cook.
He works from home but has started to hate his job, and because of this he can’t be happy of my achievements: I got my dream job and am starting there tomorrow, but I’m not getting any support from him and while I’ve been patient and convinced him that it’s okay (he apologized for this), it is affecting my own excitement and turning it into anxiety. He hates his own job so much that his attitude towards mine is “just remember that it’s okay if it doesn’t end up working out” and… it hurts.
When we started dating, I was coming down from clinical depression myself so I know how it feels. But I also know that he won’t get better on his own, and after going to therapy myself for three years to work through my own issues, I can’t be someone else’s therapist (accepting this was a big challenge during my visits). It’s taking a toll on me, but I feel guilty even thinking about breaking up with him when he’s at the bottom.
When we have sex it’s amazing, but the issue is when. We barely do, despite all my attempts and begs to, and (I sound like a broken record) it’s starting to take a toll on me, too. Shit, all of this is. I’m worried to death for him and for myself. Last night I dreamed of nothing but having sex, flirting and making out with other people.
How do I handle this? Is there any other way out but breaking up, if he refuses to get help despite me trying to tell him that he needs it?
I’m also terrified of breaking up, because he’s my home. I feel like… without him I don’t know who I am. He’s my first boyfriend and for the first three years it was obvious to me that he’d be the person I’d marry. But now? I don’t know anymore. At this point I feel like a mother more than an equal partner.
TL;DR: Boyfriend has been depressed for the past ~ one year. He’s unable to be happy for my achievements, we don’t have sex and he barely wants to leave the house, but refuses to get help. He’s my home, but is there any way out of this than breaking up?
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2021.10.19 17:41 LuizaoMafiotu He doesn't have time for your silly shenanigans
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2021.10.19 17:41 NewsElfForEnterprise Net zero plan will 'unlock' £90bn in investment over a decade – video
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2021.10.19 17:41 Flibber_Gibbet Nicehash not showing profit history because it's totally off from profit projections?
2021.10.19 17:41 Mojoh0lic Trying my hand at an Absolution + Herald of purity build
Let's see if this was a waste of time.
Offensive it seems to be nice enough.
Defense is lacking as my only layers are HP, armor and some occasional max block. Don't have much to mitigate spells.
Some nice perks are being curse and (mostly) stun immune.
Anyone have any suggestions to make this HC viable?
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2021.10.19 17:41 SomeFunPun [Pronman] Redrafting the 2020 Draft (The Athletic)
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2021.10.19 17:40 victoria023 What should I do in this situation?
So I had been hanging with this guy who is a med student for about 2 months until he left to do a clinical rotation in another state. The 2 nights before he left he was saying things like you're "probably gonna go on other dates" and when I say no he would be like "no you can and should, I don't want to to hold you back from enjoying your life". And I was like okay. Well I tried to talk to him about it again the night before and told him I wouldn't go on other dates, but he still preceeded with the same answer as the night before. Well I ended up hanging out with an old guy friend (let's say guy #2) a few nights. We went out to dinner one night and then just chilled and watched movies at his house another time. While I was there all I could think about was how I really like guy #1 and really not even interested in guy #2. I've tried talking to guy #1 about things, but because he is getting ready to start residency it's hard to know for certain where things will go. If he doesn't get a residency in my states (which is where he wants to do residency) and ends up getting one back in his home state he said the chances of dating if that happens will significantly decrease :/ should I bring this up to guy #1 about hanging out with the other guy? I mean obviously if he asked I would tell him. I know we aren't in a relationship. Part tof me feels I should let him know, but the other part of me is like why? We aren't dating :/ t this point I don't want to see or go on dates with other guys cause I really want to see where things go with guy #1 even if we never end up dating.
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2021.10.19 17:40 laplusbellepoubelle2 Residents who forgot they used to be med students
I understand when attendings are oblivious to the fact we are human. It's been decades for some of them.
However, I am on IM right now, and have a PGY-3 and a PGY-2 who both say they want to work on "teaching" and have told me they will keep me late two days this week to talk about hypertension and heart failure. One actually asked me if I could come back after I take my damn shelf exam this Friday so that she could do a "teaching session". Does she not hear how absurd that is??
These residents are otherwise nice and really helpful. I've learned a lot about medicine already. But it makes me resent them because they think that they are legitimately being helpful by rattling off random facts and call it "didactics".
UpToDate can do a much better job. I've also spent thousands of dollars on professional education materials. Why can't they remember 3-4 years ago? Genuinely asking because I never want to become that person. Unless a student asks or you can compress the topic into 5-10 minutes, it should never be a thing.
Thanks for coming to my therapy session.
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2021.10.19 17:40 eNomineZerum Experience with System Profiles in KACE 11.1 for Macs Mojave, Catalina, and Big Sur
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Eu comecei a trabalhar assim que me formei, mas simplesmente ODIEI trabalhar com isso e me arrependi de ter feito esse curso (sempre tive dúvida se gostava… no fim eu amava a teoria e odiava exercer mesmo). Eu simplesmente só queria trabalhar com algo que não fosse relacionado ao curso, mesmo se fosse telemarketing… me sinto extremamente envergonhada de não ter trabalhado de verdade aos 25 anos, mas tudo o que meus pais fazem é falarem pra eu escolher outro curso, coisa que tô tentando escolher faz SEMANAS e não consigo decidir, e tb falam p eu trabalhar com algo do meu curso, coisa q eu não quero fazer…
Eu to com uma vontade muito grande de trabalhar como comissária de bordo, mas meus pais me julgam (com razão) por ser uma carreira que não ganha muito e tb por ter um futuro incerto (posso investir e me formar e não ser contratada). Me sentiria péssima em fazer eles gastarem dinheiro nessa fracassada e eles não verem esse investimento retornar.
Enfim, me sinto tão perdida que qualquer conselho de vcs será de bom tamanho, de verdade. Agradeço quem teve a paciência de ler até aqui <3
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